Lyrics

Cannon fodder - 2012

 Working-class education:

Tell me, are we falling apart?
Well baby you don’t know how much I wanted to die.
Tell me, honey, tell me are we falling apart again? Yeah again.

Liars, more than liars, left this rotten our hearts,
and pigs of new world order still expect that we smile.
Rippers more than rippers as they blackened our hearts again.
(That’s right).

We are always face to face
with a world that’s on sale,
making struggles clearly against
working-class education.

Power rules their lives
through the suicide,
with a priceless crime
to working-class education.

Call my name: 

When you feel the bleeding claw that you’re sick of this show
and no brother could ever bring you up from the hole,
you should just give in to the Isis dream.
C’mon son of the light, this world is never enough.

When your pyramid heart and your shiniest side
Forget the night in which you thought you’d die,
You will bloom our June and we’ll be in tune.
Never lost futher in your whitest runes.
Call my name.

Hypnos (abysmal hole):

Lord of Darkness! in my whole desire
My flesh is now on your Altar.
Before dawn rises we’ll brake the old spike
and spread our sins out of the fire.

The Moon is filled of shadows dancing in
The screams are getting high and getting loud.
Your eyes are tired and getting closing in.
Your entire life is going to be mine…

Lord of Sleep! to catch me outta here
my skin is begging just to dissapear.
I hear your enchanted voice and can’t elude your song
I’m hypnotized and I only can crawl.

The Moon is filled of shadows dancing in
The screams are getting high and getting loud.
Your eyes are tired and getting closing in.
Your entire life is going to be mine…

Lonely in a crowd:

Waiting so long all alone, in the misty dawn.
Walking around the streets that ain’t say anything.
I light one on, and smoke and get off the telephone.
Watching people of crowds going up and down.

Where is my heart? I feel it anywhere.
Where do my feet lead to? I dont really care.
Don’t know where I go (’cause there’s no place to go)
Never wonder if this is the end.

Lonely, lonely in a crowd.
noises are voices so loud
None really mind as none understand
that I’ll be always lonely in a crowd.

Lonesome in a corner with a broken nail,
watching my life pass by and fail again.
Gotta escape from here or I’ll be really dead.
Never thought this could be this way.

(Now I don’t care, streets are just the same,
Now I don’t care, people running scared.
Fat men so rich treat me like a bitch.
Now I don’t care ‘cause streets are just the same.)

Pathetic song:

If I could call your name without any trail of shame
I would take another way to your heart.
And I would have made this pathetic song
just to be sure that I’m still in love.

If I would find in your eyes
not an inch of blackmail’s cries
So I would take another way to your heart.
And I would have made this pathetic song
just to be sure that I’m still in love (with you)

Roll K.O:

Nature spits -Big Brother- generation.
Nature’s anguish in the holy crap.
People moving fast and always stand out their roles.
but don’t ever know where to go.
Other day I turned my tv on, And I saw
Lot of eighties nightmares coming true and I thought

Maybe is better turn it off
maybe is better run away.
Maybe is better let it die
And suddenly a voice told me.

Roll K.O. (Don’t hate, don’t die. C’mon!)

Everyday we lose comunication
Everyday must live unlike to die.
Borderlines are just imagination and stones.
Land is disposed for a free thought.

Today I listen to my radio and I’ve heard
Science is made for powermen to serve and I thought.
Maybe is better turn it off
maybe is better run away.
Maybe is better let it die
And suddenly the voice told me.

Break the silence:

Keep on talking every time
(Break the sound, break the silence)
Walk and refuse to hide
(Break the sound, break the silence)
Shout. Do you feel my strain?
(Break the sound, break the silence)
I’m just a twisted rain
(Break the sound, break the silence)
Looking for some words of truth
Oh… I only find disguise.
Say this, say that!
After all nevermind.

Cesare is dead:

(“The circle is closing in, Dr. Caligari!”)

Man of thousand souls is here
the same that grows by fear.
And who can claw through his disguise
can only make the advise.
Under a spell he kills the kell
once and again. Now…

…Cesare is dead, he’s covered in red
Cesare is dead. Cesare is dead.

Man of thousand ways to kill
through his black desease.
Hidden by his words of night.
Dice with death arise.
Under a spell he kills the kell
once and again. Now…

…Cesare is dead, he’s covered in red
Cesare is dead Cesare is dead.
Dead! Dead! Dead!

9th of Messidor of XIII 3 am (The hunting soldier):

Midnight’s as cruel as the silence
when lights from you extirpates.
Blood everywhere, war and violence
is all what we feed nowadays.

Freedom’s now under arrest,
Equality is just for a few (pigs)
Fraternity is now fratricide
Can’t hide if you’re hiding from you.

And now I recall older times
When I wasn’t a hunting soldier
Alone, I’m drinking the green -poison-
I don’t even care if I’ll wake up again.

We want to save us from evil;
From jailers of freedom and faith.
And kill’em little by little
But we become in what we hate.

And now is dead everyone,
and now everyone is well dead.
Here in rue Morgue I’ll get drunk
until my soul turn insane.

Woman and the fog:

Smells like a woman with a baby in hands,
holding the last breath in her arms.
Smells like a woman just passing by
Biting all her fears in the dark.

And I can feel her touch,
And I can feel her breeze
in the night when she holds me.

And walks through the garden, in white.
And always calls me, always draws me a smile.
A woman with the body made of fog
and precious hands show me where she died (with me).

XXX:

I wanna know how your dreams are,
I wanna know whatever goes and comes.
My juice in your crack, your scratch in my back
Let’s do whatever you want and it’ll be alright

I want your scream as I wish your squirt,
I want you more when you’re a fucking dirt,
pulling your hair, biting your neck.
Let’s do whatever you want and It’ll be alright.

Can you feel it?
Can you feel it?

Fuck you: (cover Sumo) 

You know that things are really insane about of beeing annoyed
I look up in the morning and I doubt if she’s really sloe.
Select, select the parasite and forget me for that way
I never rocked anybody and I just wanna run away

Yeyeyeyeyeyeyeye Yoyoyoyoyo Fuck You ! Yeah ….

You know I see you in the morning times but I don’t wanna see you now
I look up anybody I gave you that stupid card
I hate, i hate the rotten side is where I always have to stay.
I never looked for anybody Must I just run away?

Yeyeyeyeyeyeyeye nonononono Fuck You !
C’mon it!

Namaste 

Into the light, into the dark
Just set me free and dance with me.
Just take my hand beyond the end.

Trip to nowhere I – 2012

REACH THE SIN:

Everytime I roam I see your face,
Everywhere I go I hear your name.
I don’t need no windows, I don’t need no doors to get in.
I can see you through, the only god that helps me to reach the sin.

Give it, babe, you goddess help me to reach the sin.
Reach the sin on your knees
Reach the sin, roll and twist.
Have a shot and got desease.
Dance with me and reach the sin.

FREE YOUR MIND:

I see you smoking your high class style cigarette,
smiling and shaking hands with people that no one knows.
You said this hazy crampred way is not for two,
so fake blonde babe, I think I’m gonna get rid off you.
One of this days I’ll find you eating your gold
and getting hot with your sales summary, little jackal, oh boy…

Free your mind, please, free your mind.
I see your eyes and I see the wild.
Free your mind.

What will you do when the glory to be the best touch the ground?
What will you do when the children and loving ones will be gone?
I guess you would start to chatter about your young highlights
and talking about the good, beautiful and efficient you were, big nuts.
Cause every cell that’s born it will be gone.
and everything you’ll do will be past unless you do it with love.

WALKING ALONG:

Where could I find a shelter to spend the night?
Walking along the city, just to survive.
With the guitar on my shoulder and my past on my back.
Wearing a broken jacket I am walking along.

I saw how the wisest man just got a beaten up
for what the rest of the people just don’t understand.
Don’t judge people that don’t yet opened the mouth,
Wearing this broken eyes I am walking along.

My little friend under eight years old, where do you go?
With that sad empty staring, so where do you go?
Kicking those brown empty boxes and looking for food.
Wearing those broken eyes you are walking along.

OURSELVES IN DUST:

We’re just like a few pigeons eating the rest of the world,
As it became a nuclear scum, and friends are gone
And love it seems to vanish.

Now there’s only a circle, it is the only trail of worth,
As it became our way of life, just to survive
Under the ground and sharing.

Can you smell? Can you see? It is ourselves in dust.
Atomic breath, atomic breeze. It is ourselves in dust.
Can you feel it?

We were like a few sergeants, to make a paranoid world
And we became ourselves in dust.
Yes, we became ourselves in dust.

ANARCHRIST:

When you tell to your buddies what nobody knows,
You feel you were scratching, just like a touching of God.
You don’t need to kill your idols, ‘cause they’re already dead,
And I wish you were happy before your head blow away.

So who said?, who said? Into a desert you’d pray
For what you expected to, there’s nothing more to say.
So stand up to your father and cry for yourself,
So welcome to the unjustice, so It’s planet Earth.

Oh boy, your try was rousing, if you could see two thousands
I bet you’d love to be anarchist. I couldn’t bring you with me,
I swear nobody could see, They would hang you up twice,
you’ll see. You’d find the perfect business, made up by lies and threatness.
There is no love, just holy fears.

SHINE YOUR LIGHT ON ME: (cover Sumo)

The grey turned into gold
just when the day was getting old.
Shine that light on me.

Blonde on blonde, Dylan knew.
just where I was going through.
Shine that light on me.

Blue skies fade away
when the heat of the night hits the day.
Shine that light on me.

King of darkness, King of fear.
Don’t try to get me you won’t get near.
Shine that light on me.

Come back sweetness, come back to stay.
You’re my light inside, don’t hide away.
Shine that light on me.
Shine on. Shine your light on me.

HERE COMES THE TOWN:

Everybody wonder why they try to put us down,
It’s seen by this people ‘round.
In times wich the rich men laugh at the working-men laughing with rich vain.
Here comes the town.

Going ahead we’re gonna marching out the streets, and then drip by drip
we’ll dance in your hall, we’ll sing along our song and we’ll hold out strong.
Here comes the town.

We clean your dishes, solve your illness,
feed your son, answer your telephone.
And when you realize we’re stronger than you’ll be you’ll really dive in fear.

BROKEN DREAMS:

Oh, my sweetest friend,
the world is outta trend to understand our love.
Don’t you know how I missed you
since the last time I kissed you?
Though I left you so.

Now is time to sew the stitches
And dry the tears that burnt our bridges.
‘Cause I… when I see your eyes
still shakes my heart upon broken dreams.

Oh, my sweetest blame,
we had so much pain that none could have.
I dread ending this song ‘cause nobody knows
The real game of love.

FOLLOW THE WIND:

I don’t care how It’s gonna be,
I don’t really mind how It’gonna be
I just wanna be free and follow the wind.

I met some people lost to the bone,
I spent the night with them just like a rolling stone
Then I felt free to follow the wind.

With the money into the socket
and world into my pocket I go.

Love is just the only end
and the end is just to enjoy the way
and walk it today,
and never forget.
And try, try, try and don’t cry.

AFTERHOURS: (cover The velvet underground)

If you close the door the night could last forever.
Leave the sunshine out and say hello to never
All the people are dancing and they’re having such fun.
I wish it could happen to me,
but if you close the door
I’d never have to see the day again.

If you close the door the night could last forever
Leave the wine glass out and drink a toast to never
Oh Someday I know someone will look into my eyes
and say hello, you’re my very special one.

But if you close the door
I’d never have to see the day again.
Dark party bars, shiny Cadillac cars
and the people on subways and trains.
Looking grey in the rain as they stand disarrayed.
Oh but people look well in the dark.

And if you close the door the night could last forever.
Leave the sunshine out and say hello to never.
All the people are dancing and they’re having such fun
I wish this could happen to me.

‘Cause if you close the door I’d never have to see the day again.
I’d never have to see the day again (once more).
I’d never have to see the day again.

LONELY HEARTS:

Mornings loose the sense
when baby, you’re away
when your broken nails
scratch the unfair.

This world is not made
for a soul that’s not brave,
Now make our own place
And let’s try the burning taste
That only the lonely heart knows

And give me your biggest smile
and beautiful shiniest eyes
that only the lonely heart knows

OK, don’t let old yellow pictures
cover your heart.
So look at my eyes and tell me you will go on.

Bad memories cannot
make Known the unknown
when everybody seems
so colder than cold.
Give me your love
That only the lonely heart knows.

APOCRYPHA ALEPH

In the underground lair of each idea,
there’s a hidden apocrypha Aleph that all of us made it by ourselves.
The point is just take it on time.

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TAKE ME HOME:

Johnny caught a woman that turned out a man.
He never take notice and fail and fail again.
And now Johnny is the poor butt of the joke.
Poor John.

Emily, my ex-girl. Always comes around
to look for something better, to find what hadn’t found.
I wish to see her just to see my son called Jack.

Take me home, take me home, take me home… just take me home.

Known the rock ‘n rollers, tried the hand of death.
slept in every corner, things remain the same.
Johnny, Emily, Jack and myself.
The big jerk.

DON’T FORGET TO SING THIS SONG:

Goodbye oh mamma, please don’t cry,
maybe, who knows? Someday I will come back.
Tell all my friends I love them so
and don’t forget to sing this song.

The head of state has called for me
to fight for what I don’t believe in,
I’ll try to be hard, I’ll try to be strong
but don’t forget to sing this song.

Goodbye my Darling is hard to try
to think that it could be,
It could be the last.
Tell our baby I love her so
and don’t forget to sing this song.

PIGS ON THE WING (part one: (cover from Pink Floyd)

If you didn’t care what happened to me,
And I didn’t care for you,
We would zig zag our way through the boredom and pain
Occasionally glancing up through the rain.
Wondering which of the buggers to blame
And watching for pigs on the wing.

SWEET DREAMS: (cover Eurythmics – Marilyn Manson version)

Sweet dreams are made of this.
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas.
Everybody is looking for something.

Some of them want to use you,
Some of them wanna get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you,
Some of them wanna get be abused.

I wanna use you, and abuse you.
I wanna know what’s inside you.

Moving on (hold your head)
Moving on (keep your head)

Trip to nowhere II – 2012

RESTART:

All we won, all we’ve earn, all that’s over.
All the tricks that we’ve learnt, all is over.
All our dreams now are burnt. Now It’s gone.

But if you want to go on
Is better to dig up your bones.
Before all your ruins alone
Just feel reborn.

And to restart the whole life
It’s not easy but you need
To restart and forget the things
That will never satisfy, and restart.

Today could be –and it’s not hard-
the first day of your last ones of life.
So stand up, look at me
I came from the tower of flames of your house.
And I was you, the rotten side. Saying goodbye.

CALL TO DEATH:

Everyday is a funeral.
I just woke up without any fuel.
And I just call…

I just call to death ‘til the end of times.
I just call to death from the start

Winter comes each time I close my eyes
with trembling hands, bloody trembling heart.
And I just call…

I just call to death ‘til the end of times.
I just call to death from the start

WITH THE BOURBON ON MY LIPS:

With the bourbon on my lips
and the lady of my dreams,
I lost the man I’ve been once.
Now alone on the streets of France
I hear the echoes of distant heels
and the roll of ancient wheels.
I’ve been knocked down by old ghosts
that try to come across
by wrinkled memories of time
and all began with a crime.

And all began with a crime
by wrinkled memories of time
that try to come across.
I’ve been knocked down by old ghosts
and the roll of ancient wheels.
I hear the echoes of distant heels,
now alone on the streets of France
I lost the man I’ve been once
and the lady of my dreams.
With the bourbon on my lips

FINGERTIP:

I crossed the wires that grow in her eyes,
then I just looked at her.
“Get inside” -said the crab-. Yeah.
Then I was melted on mesmerize.
and time was driving mad.
“Get inside” -yell the shell-. Yeah I’m yours.

Five thousand birds were flying out
were flying out her mouth.
Stick around, catch my bound. Yeah.
Into the spell I’ve heard her cry
for many milllion deads.
and a bloody tear close the round. haha

Oh, oh oh.. so prick my fingertip.

A lady dreesed up for a carnal ocassion
so then we pacted by the grace of great mother nature.
and the moon blessed us on midnight.
and the coon was biting the wrists.
C’mon! Let’s make the world be part of our plans!

REST OF LIFE:

It’s late at night and I’m tired to fight,
It’s better to walk alone.
As the rain falls and cars passing by
when fire turned to stone.

And now I’m watching in the wind
And now the wind is watching me.
I’ve given all my heart now,
I’ve given all the rest of life in me.

Right at right side of the highway,
I already left the home.
Only rest wine and a wet cigarette
Before to lay in the road.

HUMANITY ROOTS:

We got the power to arise this nation,
We got the common sense to make it good.
So walk in front until the eternal salvation
with no god but very humanity roots.

We got the shining eyes to see what it’s coming,
We got the working hands to make it better.
So walk in front’til the land where sun is rising.
With no god but very humanity roots.

Humanity roots (is what we need)
We cannot shut this cannon fodder by hiding.
The change will be only if we believe in ourselves.
So walk in front to the world where there’s no crying
with no war but very humanity roots.

Humanity roots
(So let’s start again
C’mon stand up and sing
with no religion, no hunger…)

LET THE MONEY ROLL:

Do the dirty job,
Everybody, I said everybody could do the dirty job.
Let the children go and teach them sing the song.
Everybody, I said everybody could do the dirty job.
Everybody just let the money roll.

Let them scratch the wall and let them feel the woe,
Everybody, I said everybody must let the money roll
Let the kingdom fall and gold comes back home.
Everybody just let the money roll.

DANCE WITH ME: (cover Lords of the new church. version of Nouvelle Vague)

Let’s dance, Little stranger. Show me secret sins.
Love can be like a boundage. Seduce me once again.
Burning like an angel who has heaven in reprieve.
Burning like the voodoo girl with devils on her sleeve.

Won’t you dance with me in my world of fantasy?
Won’t you dance with me? Ritual fertiliy.

Like an apparition you don’t seem real at all.
Like a premonition of courses on my soul..
The way I want to love you, may it could be against the law.
I’ve seen you in thousand minds, you made the angels fall

Won’t you dance with me in my world of fantasy?
Won’t you dance with me? Ritual fertiliy.

Come on Little stranger, there’s only one last dance.
Before the music’s over. Let’s give it one more chance.

Won’t you dance with me in my world of fantasy?
Won’t you dance with me? Ritual fertiliy.
Take a chance with me in my world of fantasy.
Won’t you dance with me? Ritual fertility.

SOLDIERS ONLY CRY AT NIGHT:

Battles made on a boardgame but people take the risk. People take the risk.
Just like a pawn in chess with skull, bones and flesh.
Mothers cry for a missing son. Will never take him back, never take him back.
So tell me, who will pay? Children of the grave (lost kids).

Because soldiers only cry at night.

Cracked alone on a bleeding stone.
Never coming back, never coming back.
And story never ends, here it comes again.

SHIP’S ON SHORE:

When I’m going through the night,
When I’m going through.
I’m just a scentless baby’s heart,
Afraid of wreckness.

Into the night I still have a light,
Starting to slide, starting to fight.
Starting to hide from everyone.
Starting to die with something to find.

Ship’s on shore.

I’VE JUST SEEN A FACE: (cover The Beatles)

I’ve just seen a face, I can’t forget
the time or place where we’ve just met.
She’s just a girl for me
and I want all the world to see we’ve met.

Had it been another day,
I might have looked the other way,
and I’d have never been aware,
but as it is, I’ll dream of her tonight.

Falling, yes I’m falling,
And she keeps calling me back again.

I have never know the like of this.
I’ve been alone and I have missed things
And kept out of sight
But other girls were never quite like this.

Falling, yes I’m falling,

And she keeps calling me back again.
I’ve just seen a face, I can’t forget
the time or place where we’ve just met.
She’s just a girl for me
and I want all the world to see we’ve met.

Falling, yes I’m falling,
And she keeps calling me back again.

FEELINGS INSIDE:

Well, she baby she don’t need any heartbraker to feel herself a woman.
Yes, she got a silver layer over her skin, mixed greek and roman.
Yes, she got so proudly, yes she got so hard.
As she never felt the trembling of a million beats of heart.
Oh no she shouts, she scratch and cries.
None ever could believe that she could have any feelings inside.
no no no no!
Oh she shows hot! Yeah
Heart like a stone, her tears are thrown
None ever could believe that she could have any feelings inside.

NEVER SAY GOODBYE:

Very surprised Today I woke alive
in a fake and strange place that i’ll try to describe.
There was a head shaped circus with elephants
more spooky than clowns that’ve frown with bloody eyes.

And a choir of little green men could not stop to sing:
“You should never say goodbye, you’ll never across the ring,
and if you open your eyes we know how to bring you back”

Oh and suddenly a child came to me
“Nobody could never escape from here” he said.
Oh and suddenly gave me the key
“Nobody could never see you go away”

DON’T YOU PUT YOUR SHADOW ON ME:

Burning buildings light the face
of many millions souls on a stage.
A chess where everyone is black
and the ones who are gone will never come back.

Don’t you put your shadow on me!

They knuckles down the human race,
don’t you hear this unceasing outrage?
With fairy tales you’re filling the crack.
A covenant of hogs that squeeze until we are fucked!

Why don’t you put your shadow on me?

EMPTY GLASS:

I have no home, I have no rising sun.
I ain’t got no love, once more has burnt it out
I hide in my blues, Who dares me to die?

I used to be clean, I used to be very nice.
Now run for a room, Run for it every night.
Now got only this song and this empty glass (of Rhum)

Today I saw my babe when I saw the photograph.
I saw my baby but still in the photograph….
Now I got only this blues and this empty glass.

BELLA CIAO:

Una mattina mi son svegliato. Bella ciao.
Una mattina mi son svegliato eo ho trovato l’invasor.

O partigiano, portami via. Bella ciao.
O partigiano, portami via che mi sento di morir.

E si io muoio da partigiano. Bella ciao.
E si io muoio da partigiano tu me devi seppelir.

Mi seppelire lassú in montagna. Bella ciao.
Mi seppelire lassú in montagna sotto l’ombra di un bel fior.

Cosi le genti che passerano. Bella ciao.
E le genti che passerano mi diranno “che bel fior!”

E queste il fiore dal partigiano. Bella ciao.
E queste il fiore dal partigiano morto per la libertá.

OUTSIDE OF THE WORLD:

Well, my momma said, don’t be regret of what you’ve really felt,
unless you hide and don’t be proud about what really worth.
And don’t be sad if they deny to get out of the hole.

You know inside the cave, where people are slave by shadows on their grace.
There’s a little light that everyone must follow out and be free.

Walking outside of the road, walking outside of the world.
Walking straight, no more looking back
For signals inside of the hole.

For a shut door, you got an open door and no matter how it works.
There’s more solution than corruption in this fucking damned world.
And just don’t care of what they say ‘bout go back to the hole.

So you better turn off the TV if you wish to set free.
Take your dignity, your children and just enjoy the pleasure to be

Walking outside of the road, walking outside of the world.
Walking straight, no more looking back
For signals inside of the hole.

Voice from underneath – 2014

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GREEN FAIRY:

Waiting for the sunset with knights of the golden muse,
Where green cats sleep on red leaves,
where black butterflies fly.
She snorts the moon and shot the stars at night
and makes love to me before she says goodbye.

DOGS OF WAR:

They bid us welcome to find all our miseries behind
before to be catched by their inductive suicide
and follow the rules of puppets highlights.
So save you mind before they fuck you all
because war machine starts to work.
And suddenly the world starts to die
Warriors fight in Armageddon
killing with gloves of white,
Making fears, draining seas,
chewing our dreams bite by bite.
Empty words from empty souls
from an empty screen of woe.
Trained dogs of war
The womb is numb, the tomb is made
Can you see the corpses there,
walking to nowhere, and nowhere from.
Searching grials just to roam.
Sky on fire
grow the flames
In our house.
- Fight!
I don’t mind if people die
I’ll clean it up without any doubt.
I hope you hide, I hope you cry
I hope you die.-

DON’T WALK AWAY:

Don’t walk away from my caress
the time is now, don’t walk away.
The stars been burnt but scars will stay.
Please stay with me until the end.

Uhh… don’t walk away.

Everybody just say goodbye
on a stage where the lights are turning down.
Look at my eyes and tell me
you’ll stick around.

And when the time comes to lick the wounds
remember me, I’d walk with you.

CHINA GIRL: (cover David Bowie)

I couldn’t escape this feeling with my china girl.
I feel a wreck without my little china girl.
I hear her heart beating loud as thunder,
saw their stars crashing.
I’m a mess without my little china girl.
I wake up mornings where’s my little china girl.
I hear her heart beating loud as thunder,
saw their stars crashing down.
I feel in tragic like I’m Marlon Brando
when I look at my china girl.
I could pretend that nothing really meant too much
when I look at my china girl.
I stumble into town, just like a sacred cow.
Visions of swastiskas in my head, plans for everyone.
It’s in the White of my eyes.
My Little china girl, you shouldn’t mess with me,
I’ll ruin everything you are, you know.
I’ll give you television, I’ll give you eyes of blue.
I’ll give you a man who wants to rule this world.
And when I get excited, my little china girl says:
”Oh baby, just you shut your mouth”.
She says: “Sssshhhhh….”
My Little china girl, I love you girl.

TEMPORARY LIGHTS:

We all are temporary lights.
Hang on and don’t give in the fight.
Your life It’s going to be past ‘
cause time goes by too fast.

Everytime I breath I realize we’re just temporary lights
in our way to the final end.
Everytime I stand to see your eyes
I know It’s gonna be the last.
Eyes like temporary lights.

Don’t cry and stand by my side,
Stand close and let your shine to bright.
Show me an everlasting smile that let me stop the time.

SHOT:

I take the last shot of whiskey in a cold, cold winter.
And the voices remain just the same as we cry, as we cry.
Today I will jump to the peak where everyone’s gone.
And I’ll pull the trigger just once.
(The shotgun enough) to the kingdom to die.
Waiting for two years along, in a long, long waiting.
but my shaking hands cannot shot, I’d become that trash
I thought i would climb up the wall where everyone crash
then I put the gun down on the floor (unarmed) then I heard the door.
“Now is too late
for my whole dreams to escape
No way to stay
So death is not a solution but Illusion
to get a real democracy
although is what the bastards are waiting to blame us”
Then I felt two steel bullet penetrate my body
as the blaze invaded my head I was dead almost.

WIRES IN MY HEAD:

Every night I’m alone and sad
just for read what they use to hide
I can’t go away from my ghosts,
I can’t go away from my ghosts.
Can’t go away from my sober and pride.
Sometimes the beating is just not enough
and I have to claw every rebel mask.
Can’t go away from my ghosts,
I can’t go away from my ghosts.
Can’t go away from my damned side.
So why do you think I will change
if you put wires in my head?
I got one thousand names
This is my thousand one face,
Sometimes the shadows want me to die
So I take the force and I realize
The signal is on the blade,
the signal is on the blaze.
Sometimes I think I must be mad.

DARK HEART OF STONE:

I was born in the haze of never knowing you.
I needed (needed, needed) just one hug from your arms made of sand,
And try your poison lips made of cold
And your dark heart of stone.
And now I think It’s over the pain,
It’s over making the fool.
I really (really, really ) got hurt enough
‘Cause I’m becoming you,
My dirty goddess made of flesh and bones
With my dark heart of stone.

I DON’T THINK IN ANY OTHER THING BUT YOU:

I don’t think another thing but your smile,
But your hair in wild when I need you.
The minutes go by in a constantly decay
as my eyes look for yours.
As a ship I go on shift trying to follow your green lights,
and finally to be shore in your spark.
I don’t think another thing but your warmth.
Is the match that lights my youth from darkness.
Listening to your laughter you give me back to life.
I am seeking you as a hunter,
I’m delighted by your perfume.
The breeze is cool and the hurt is cured
When I don’t think in any other thing but you.

UNDER THE SHADE:

Under the shade walking under the rain.
He tied his cable in a battle with double cable as a muzzle.
Yeah, He was under the shade but he never knew where he goes
‘Cause he rambles unbelievable dumb and crazable mad handle a hell.

Crazy bubbles, double bubbles in your head
talking, dancing, double singing at your face.
Have you ever wondered why? Have you ever walked under the shade?
Going between the strangers
She loves his cradle with no public and that
narrow rabbish that she swallow.

She was under the shade but she never knew where she goes
‘Cause she’s roaming as a bundle lost and sold and pallid just like a whore.

NEEDLE OF DEATH: (cover Bert Jansch)

When sadness fills your heart
And sorrow hides the longing to be free
When things go wrong each day
You fix your mind to ‘scape your misery

Your troubled young life
Had made you turn
To a needle of death

How strange, your happy words
Have ceased to bring a smile from everyone
How tears have filled the eyes
Of friends that you once had walked among

Your troubled young life
Had made you turn
To a needle of death

One grain of pure white snow
Dissolved in blood spread quickly to your brain
In peace your mind withdraws
Your death so near your soul can’t feel no pain

Your troubled young life
Had made you turn
To a needle of death

Your mother stands a cryin’
While to the earth your body’s slowly cast
Your father stands in silence
Caressing every young dream of the past

Your troubled young life
Had made you turn
To a needle of death

Through ages, man’s desires
To free his mind, to release his very soul
Has proved to all who live
That death itself is freedom for evermore

And your troubled young life
Will make you turn
To a needle of death

FORGET IT: (cover Sixto Rodriguez)

But thanks for your time
Then you can thank me for mine
And after that’s said
Forget it

Don’t be inane
There’s no one to blame
No reason why
You should stay here
And lie to me

Don’t say anymore
Just walk out the door
I’ll get along fine
You’ll see

But thanks for your time
Then you can thank me for mine
And after that’s said
Forget it

If there was a word
But magic’s absurd
I’d make one dream come true

It didn’t work out
But don’t ever doubt
How I felt about you

But thanks for your time
Then you can thank me for mine
And after that’s said
Forget it

NOTHING CAN STOP ME:

If I could steal a second of your broken dreams
and believe that I can fix it. Would be nice to begin,
But I guess we are two proud tears that refuse to rain,
So we gotta find our own way and forget the fears.

Nothing can stop me again.
Close my hurt, ease my pain.
Nothing can stop me again.
‘Cause I can’t lose the game.

Equal veins sometimes do not recognize themselves
And they fight, and they hide until the loner end.
Nothing can stop me at all.
I won’t be wrapped anymore.

Nothing can stop me again.
Close my hurt, ease my pain.
Nothing can stop me again.
‘Cause I can’t lose the game.

NESSA:

I came to be with someone who loves me more than no one,
I can’t wait to be with you just to be free.

And feel no more sorrow, and feel no more pain,

Behind this wall is you or is it just one more stone?

I’ve been walking around the forest with a few red useless roses,
I wonder if you feel happy to be free.
And feel no more sorrow and feel no more pain,
So don’t you think it’s cruel to be talking again with a stone?

You will always walk with me.

YOUR ARSE IS PARKED:

Everybody wants to be a savior,
everybody wants to be right.
Nobody wants to be a betrayer,
but nobody wants to realize that…

Wayki nohi nanahi, nanahai.
Wayki nohi nanahai.

A drunk old man just told me last weekend
that rock was deader than Jesus Christ.
As he said, he was on it last breath,
so he’s heard those final words quite right. And it was…

Wayki nohi nanahi, nanahai.
Wayki nohi nanahai.

I can smell your fake plastic anger
you copy, to feel a real man.
After you’ve read some book, you brave man,
come back and we could try it again. And I’d say…

Wayki nohi nanahi, nanahai.
Wayki nohi nanahai.

YOU NEVER WASHED UP AFTER YOURSELF:

I must get out once in a while
Everything is starting to die
The dust settles
The worms dig
Spiders crawl over the bed

I must get out once in a while
I eat all day and now I’m fat
Yesterday’s meal is hugging the plates
You never wash up after yourself

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SUNDAY NIGHTS:

Sunday Night
Yeah It seems so bright.
Steps the dead leaves on
And feels her high, although freeze her soul.
She walks through the gardens stores.
And wonders if she knows these boys?
Yes, she does.
They let it roll, let it roll, let it roll and start
And claw her clothes, claw her bones
Just to know what’s that.
And they let it roll, let it roll, let it roll at night
And want to get high, want to fuck
Wanna try this flesh on live!!!
This flesh on live!
Try this you, fuck!
Oh she lies on the floor
She’s scared, she’s spread, she cries,
She cries alone.
And no one could,
no, anybody could take her a hand
for a while.
Goodbye dead leaves,
Goodbye old breeze,
Goodbye Sunday nights.

INFECTED:

Hear the boots running wild and fast
Are the children of the night.
Even if you hide inside the ground
is quite sure that you’ll be found.
Shout, run, and fight for you life.
and nobody could understand what’s all about.
They’re everywhere
They seek, they beat us up
They crawl, and sell our souls.
We find the only way to escape
into our dreams.
So they want we’ll be infected.
Watch the lier always lies to lier
always clean and respectable
burning with their holy clean fucking hands
all our lives and which we’re proud’about
Wait, hide, and pray for your sinners
and die.
And never return
Alive, against your own.
Survive, with no infection.
Desire, Shot in silence.
A cry of thousands men.
So they want we’ll be infected.

ASYLUM:

Could you believe that It’s real?
Sometimes we just disappear
although she’s outside of here.
And all I do is going through this asylum.

Towards the door I can hear her
but when she comes close I have fear
to do the same again.
Then they come and bite my mind.

PANIC:

If I ever turn you my look away, don’t you escape.
It is just the way that I feel safe.
If I ever talk to you as I’d be insane, don’t be afraid.

If we ever find face to face with ourselves, What would be the first thing that we’d say?
If I ever hug you with no sense Don’t be estranged, just be my friend.

Turn the lights off, find a way Waiting for the panic to end
And watch your life frame by frame, Waiting for your panic to end.

YOU’LL NEVER HEAR THIS WORDS:

Goodbye little darling,
goodbye little man.
I write with bloody hands before I have left.
Goodbye little darling,
goodbye little friend.
I hope you don’t hate me,
once you’ll understand.
I didn’t have time enough to say goodbye.
Guards know daddy made something very bad,
and now they count the minutes to hang me up.
Now I just want to say I love you.
Though you’ll never hear this words.

LONELY DAY:

Still with vapour on my sunglasses, I put the glass down in the pub.
I hear a note from a wooden flute, and the rain plays the rest on the road.
And I hope that for the next drink, your pale figure appears at the hall.
And your red undressed lips come to me. You sit and say “Hello”.
And no more words than a kiss.

Lonely day for a lonely soul,
in a lonner shell there’s a lonner boy.
Under a creepy shade on a chilling cold,
and his heart’s betrayed, his hert’s been sold.

FORBIDDEN GIRL:

Outside noises start the day.
as echoes in my mind again.

Wonder Who’s that and Where am I?
I feel this body never was mine.

Every day and every night
my eyes wide open light like star.

Because of you, forbidden girl.
the way you twist, the way you roll.

only if you die, only if you hide.
Only if you try to run away,
only if you lie, only if you fight
you’d stop to make me high.

I love you so hard in the night.
But I hate you when morning comes.

Let me drink ya, let me smoke ya,
touch it, suck it, fuck it
and no matter the rest.
come, come, come…

LIES:

Give to the police what they wanna, Give your money and marihuana
and don’t be worried, don’t be afraid Mafia will protect you.

Journalists and TV shows And men of god buring their bones.
Don’t be worried, don’t be afraid.
Don’t be worried, don’t be afraid, We’re stronger so we’re everywhere.
Why don’t you have a smile in your face?

If dead you don’t wanna be You’ll be ready to give in.

If you don’t give in will be hard So be ready for your fight.

“Todo para el pueblo, pero sin el pueblo”

Don’t say justice is not real ‘cause today we made a deal

I put my money on her coat So I fucked her black hole.

Where do you think the money comes from? Where do you think your flesh is gonna roam?
Don’t be worried, don’t be afraid.
Don’t be worried, don’t be afraid. We won’t give you a shot, wake up!
If only you can keep your mouth shut!

And I lie, and you lie, and he lies,
And we lie, and you lie, and they lie, and I.

STREETS OF NOWHERE:

I loved a woman, and I loved her really bad. (x2)
I loved her more than I can say, more even than myself.
She’s never got enough, she never really loved me,
she played with me just like a bloody toy in her heands.

Now I lost my woman and I feel really bad.(x2)
When the money is gone away.
Gone away the love I had.

Baby’s got a flower, baby’s got a gun,
baby’s got the power to easily blow my mind.

Now I lost my woman and I feel really bad.(x2)
So I will kick the streets of nowhere
to kill the sorrow of my brain.

WHICH WAS WHICH: (lyrics from George Orwell)

“Twelve voices were shouting in anger, and they were all alike. No question, now, what had happened to the faces of the pigs. The creatures outside looked from pig to man, and from man to pig, and from pig to man again; but already it was impossible to say which was which.”

TELEFONOS (QUE SUENAN EN PIEZAS VACIAS) / WHITE TRASH : (cover Sumo)

Night is down, in insect town. I´m sitting glued to the glowing tube.
Tedius, tedium, is flowing slow. about a crying of something i could really use.
we´re worker ants, or we´re ants whit wings? saying “God i´m high” or “Christ, i´m late”
asking girls and women, “won’t you show me the way to crumple sheets and naughtier things?”
but it´s sad, It´s so sad… the old people never had it quite so bad. Not this way.
and it´s sad, sad, sad…

well the sadness of a lone dead star on late night tv,
the sadness of shooting away your bloom.
And of old crumpled men, in their workday suits and telephones ringing in empty rooms.
But all the birds have flown from the park uptown, and a family i know has built and ark.

it´s been raining long in a steady flow and newspaper headlines, read bad and stark.
it´s sad, it´s so sad… old people never had it, quite so bad…
and it´s sad, sad, sad…

Well, people of babylon, if don’t you wanna be wrong, you gotta be strong
’cause if you don´t, you go down, down, down.
well if you bite the hand that feeds you
and you spit on the face of those who needs you,
don´t you know when you´re old, who’s gonna feed when you´re on your own?

And I heard all my black brothers tell me every day, about how they been put down in a so many ways,
but, don´t you know rasta?, we´ve been treated just the same way
I look around, and all i see is…

White Trash, in a Babylon
White Trash, in a London
White Trash right here in Acton town.
White Trash, in a Bishopgate
White Trash in a harrowgate
White Trash, right here in Notting hill gate.

DORMI KAHLI:

Now dusk arises under black wings,
“Victory is ours” today said the Queen.
Now fields in silence drop pain and bleed
where my Kahli is sleeping since last week

Dormi Kahli.

Flowers were drown by cry and shade,
now they start blooming from the deepest gray.
People united seem to awake,
but my Kahli is still sleeping and war is to blame.

DEAD BODIES:

I detach from my mangy bed,
I’m crawling down the stairs and I wonder how I did it again.
I’m grey all the day long, and stay into an invisible cage,
and still wonder how I fell here again.

And I saw dead bodies working day and night.
Dead bodies wishing to be alive.
Dead bodies listening to the time.
And those buddies are the real wild side.

I come back with my crunchy head,
with bourbon I drown my brain
and I wonder how strong is this chain.
I have to do the exchange
to give my life for small change
and I still wonder how long it could rain.

And I thought dead bodies were hidden from the light,
but dead bodies are trapped into the dark
and watching their lives passing by.
And those bodies aren’t different than mine.

GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD:

All the muses and the dreamers brought me here far from home.
When you, honey, you did leave me all alone.
I thought we could change something,
I thought that there was hope to free the prejudices from this rope.

Goodbye cruel world, I’m leaving you today. Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.
Goodbye all you people, there’s nothing you can say
to make me change my mind. Goodbye.

I’m tired of polite turncoats, I’m tired of people like you.
I’m tired, so tired. Too tired.
Goodbye cruel world, I’m leaving you today.
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.
Goodbye all you people, there’s nothing you can say
to make me change my mind. Goodbye.

«Hier konnte niemand sonst Einlaß erhalten, denn dieser Eingang war nur für dich bestimmt. Ich gehe jetzt und schließe ihn.» Franz Kafka.

 Serendipitous glimpse in darkness – 2017

GLOOMY SUNDAY:  (Sam M. Lewis, Laszlo Javor and Rezso Seress)

Sunday is gloomy

My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless

Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coach
Of sorrow has taken you

Angels have no thoughts
Of ever returning you
Would they be angry
If I thought of joining you

Gloomy Sunday

Gloomy is Sunday
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and I
Have decided to end it all

Soon there’ll be candles
And prayers that are said I know
Let them not weep
Let them know that I’m glad to go

Death is no dream
For in death I’m caressin’ you
With the last breath of my soul
I’ll be blessin’ you

Gloomy Sunday

A HARD RAIN’S A-GONNA FALL: (Bob Dylan)

Oh, where have you been, my blue-eyed son?
Oh, where have you been, my darling young one?
I’ve stumbled on the side of twelve misty mountains
I’ve walked and I’ve crawled on six crooked highways
I’ve stepped in the middle of seven sad forests
I’ve been out in front of a dozen dead oceans
I’ve been ten thousand miles in the mouth of a graveyard
And it’s a hard, and it’s a hard, it’s a hard, and it’s a hard
And it’s a hard rain’s a-gonna fall

Oh, what did you see, my blue-eyed son?
Oh, what did you see, my darling young one?
I saw a newborn baby with wild wolves all around it
I saw a highway of diamonds with nobody on it
I saw a black branch with blood that kept drippin’
I saw a room full of men with their hammers a-bleedin’
I saw a white ladder all covered with water
I saw ten thousand talkers whose tongues were all broken
I saw guns and sharp swords in the hands of young children
And it’s a hard, and it’s a hard, it’s a hard, it’s a hard
And it’s a hard rain’s a-gonna fall

And what did you hear, my blue-eyed son?
And what did you hear, my darling young one?
I heard the sound of a thunder, it roared out a warnin’
Heard the roar of a wave that could drown the whole world
Heard one person starve, I heard many people laughin’
Heard the song of a poet who died in the gutter
Heard the sound of a clown who cried in the alley
And it’s a hard, and it’s a hard, it’s a hard, it’s a hard
And it’s a hard rain’s a-gonna fall

Oh, who did you meet, my blue-eyed son?
Who did you meet, my darling young one?
I met a young child beside a dead pony
I met a white man who walked a black dog
I met a young woman whose body was burning
I met a young girl, she gave me a rainbow
I met one man who was wounded in love
I met another man who was wounded with hatred
And it’s a hard, it’s a hard, it’s a hard, it’s a hard
It’s a hard rain’s a-gonna fall

Oh, what’ll you do now, my blue-eyed son?
Oh, what’ll you do now, my darling young one?
I’m a-goin’ back out ‘fore the rain starts a-fallin’
I’ll walk to the depths of the deepest black forest
Where the people are many and their hands are all empty
Where the pellets of poison are flooding their waters
Where the home in the valley meets the damp dirty prison
Where the executioner’s face is always well-hidden
Where hunger is ugly, where souls are forgotten
Where black is the color, where none is the number
And I’ll tell it and think it and speak it and breathe it
And reflect it from the mountain so all souls can see it
Then I’ll stand on the ocean until I start sinkin’
But I’ll know my song well before I start singin’
And it’s a hard, it’s a hard, it’s a hard, it’s a hard
It’s a hard rain’s a-gonna fall

APOCRYPHA ALEPH:

In the underground lair of each idea, there’s a hidden apocrypha Aleph that
all of us made it by ourselves. The point is just take it on time.

BELA LUGOSI’S DEAD: (Bauhaus)

White on white translucent black capes
back on the rack. Bela Lugosi’s dead
The bats have left the bell tower,
the victims have been bled
red velvet lines, the black box
Bela Lugosi’s dead
Undead undead undead
The virginal brides file past his tomb,
strewn with time’s dead flowers
bereft in deathly bloom.
Alone in a darkened room,
the count
Bela Logosi’s dead
Undead undead undead

MEPHISTO FINALE:

Mud with blood running down the hill.

Mother Earth cracks up in two.
The reflection of a thunder feeds my thirst
and no flesh left to claw to death.

Let there be darkness in this October
and let your goats to come.
Unveil your bright white neck
for me, your beauty to penetrate.

 Hades Nostrum  – 2018